Monday, June 8, 2009
Normally I try to keep my blog upbeat, fun and cute. Because that is basically the way I try to be...except for the cute, I'm so past that. And no, do not ask my kids cause they'll tell ya how mean and hateful I am and how great their dad is, they're right he is...most of the time. And right now I could really care less about their opinion, I've heard enough of them!! But I just need to get it all out. Ya know I have shingles, if ya don't, start here and the come back. Now it has been over 2 weeks since this crap started in my ear. The lovely blisters have dried up and I only have a few scabs left, that makes me puke just writing it. Yes I am vain, I do not like having something on my face my makeup can't cover up!! But the worst part... the pain! It starts in my inner ear, runs my jaw line and ends with my teeth... upper and lower on my left side. I.can't.stand.it........ I have taken all the meds I can find...nothing makes it go away!!!! The most I can hope for is taking the edge off. I could burst into tears right now it hurts so bad, I'm just waiting for the extra meds to kick in so I can go to bed, one of them has a sleep thingy in it!!! The worst part... don't know when it will end....and for some lucky people, it doesn't. OK now it's out there and I didn't even cuss! And yes, I feeling guilty complaining, when I know there are so many people in much worse situations then I am in. But tonight, I just needed to vent. Back to happy go lucky tomorrow.