Saturday, April 2, 2016

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday To Me!
Thursday was my birthday. Not real sure how I feel about it yet. I keep waiting to feel old....for my inside to catch up with what my outside is looking like! Does anyone else kinda get shocked when you look in the mirror?? That truly can't be what I look like? I just don't feel it. My kids are husband is older...but I feel like I'm stuck in a time warp...when will I get old??? And who is that person in the mirror by the way....

Friday, February 12, 2016


The voice and the look.....I love the heart she puts into her music...she feels it, it's authentic, it's the kind of music you hear years later and it will take you back to that time and place....y'all know what I mean...I do it now. I was on YouTube the other night going thru songs from the 80's...and then I heard it, and I felt the heartbreak and the anguish all over's transforming, the emotion is there right again, in your face, raw...and all because you heard a song once upon a time.....

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Kids Comments

"What are those?"
"Why are you wearing that?"
"You're not going out of the house in those are you?"
"You need to go change."

My responses:
"I want to"
"Sure I am."

They never learn....... 

Friday, January 22, 2016


I am going out on a limb to say all of us, not most of us, know someone that has been affected by cancer. I do, a number of people...adults and's so prevalent in our society. Why? Here is a way for your voice to be heard. The Vice President, whom has been directly affected, wants your story...whether it's you or someone you know. We all want our voices heard, here's your chance.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Ice Day, Wasted Day

No snow, just ice, lots of wrecks also. I accomplished nothing today. That bothers me, I like to feel productive. I like to feel like I'm taking a step forward, but I'm not. Paralyzed is a better way to describe where I am. did I get to this place? I used to be in the trenches of I just watch. I feel so constrained, like chains wrapped around me, and I'm trying to break free. But it's so hard...why? Each time I feel ready and willing to just go and get free....I lose momentum...fear, paralyzed by the fear of failure...but why do I care if I fail. It's not like someone is going to be there ridiculing me, telling me I'm wrong, that I failed, that I'm worthless...there's only me saying it to myself...fear....Father help me break these chains that are holding me back...It feels so hard....